22.3.03
m.i.x.e.d. f.e.e.l.i.n.g.s again [because i care]
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guess wad. latest news update. his sch didnt even go for rv campfire...hmmz..then i wonder where they went. and the other thing is, she and her gang didnt go rv campfire too..think they withdrew last minute...wth..and didnt even tell me..kiez.i could have been there. wth. now im worried they ended up in the same campfire also la..haix. problematic. so much nonsense~ blah.
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so freaking frustrated. thot my frustration would end at the fact that they wouldnt let me go for rv campfire. wadz worse is that he went for rv campfire!!! blardee la...shit them lor...of all campfires they have to go for rv and not let me go. and for all campfires he has to go for rv's. wth. fate and chance? hope he comes for crescent's..or else...i realli feel like tearing her apart. shit. selfish cad. havent felt irritated with you for quite a while liao...now you have to make me angry onli. idiot~ *sigh* no use getting mad over her but its realli realli frustrating...argh~~~~
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hp just rang just now...was looking high and low for it...when i finally found it, the ringing stopped. hurhur. and my caller-id sth wrong...so couldnt record who called...wonder who it was...
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finished eng compo liao...yay!! hehehx..wont have to do it nx week..yes..finally...guess where i got my idea for the compo from...haha...from a chinese serial of cos..though that marife yap warned us against using tv serials...who cares la..the first thot that came to my mind was that. so..too bad! aniwae i did modify it a little..so...its my original story. hurhur.
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so full today..eat and eat..somehow my dad bought lots of food...its always like that during the weekends...boring saturday night again...how i dread it. think ive finished my hw more or less..but somehow it doesnt seem so. am i suspecting myself or sth? hmmm..
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21.3.03
didnt go seoul garden in the end..went jec...came home..slacked..went grandma's house...played with my cousins...scolded my cousin cos he wanted to make a call on my hp..wadever for?! not as if there isnt a phone ard or sth...and there was onli one batt left...like wth..i need the batt kiez...so he ran out with the hp..i chased all the way, snatched it back and shouted. erbx..felt quite bad la..but was realli fuming at that time..hurhur..idiotic...aiyah..but i cant realli scold la...so even if i shouted it wouldnt be sth that could make him cry anyway..haha. and he wanted to take revenge...he asked me for my hp no. luckily i didnt tell him..cos he wanted to keep calling my hp till the batt ran out...how childish!! and idiotic. and he actually asked my grandma for my phone no..haha..and i overheard it...how would she know my number anyway right..silly boy. hes damn naughty lor...supposed to let me go on msn on the comp..then he didnt let me till fourty minutes later...wth...was damn frustrated. everybody's trying to take turns to use the comp and he's hogging onto it...nvm...immature...
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dunno if i shd sleep early today..not tired..but dunno wad to do if i stay up also...haix. tml no guides..yes..very good..relax time..my sis no guides too...my dad damn happy..no need to send or fetch anybody..ha~ hafnt done hw yet..hahaha...procrastination...tml..yes..tml..must try by tml la...today did chinese onli...think my writing skills getting worse...cos ms chia is spoon-feeding us all the time that it doesnt make me think...urgh...mebbe thats the disadvantage of having her as our tchr..
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20.3.03
feeling much better today. woke up super late..o well, not that bad la..10:30 onli..hurhur...my sis kept trying to wake me up..every interval of 1 hr...wah liew..damn best...her reason? "cant stand it when u're asleep!"...wad nonsense. my eyes were half opened and i saw her fanning ridculously at my face, trying to irritate me and get me outta bed...looked like a clown..hahah...she prob thot i didnt see it..haha...
later going seoul garden. im surprised. didnt even noe my mum took leave today.haha..okiez, my neighbour and my house. abit gone heywire. the moment i wake up i hear tv noises...of wad? "iraqi war....demilitarised zone...US..." aiyoh..enough la!! ystday was my dad and maid and neighbour...today is my mum and maid and neighbour...[my maid's the "best" man...think she practically knows all the details of the ongoings of the war..ha~] i think i should just get interested in the topic of the war..so that i can irritate ppl instead of getting irritated..haha..so fun~
dont think i'll be able to finish my hw today.haha..o yah, didnt finish it ystday anyway...ended up doing phy only. sigh. today going to the library..okiez, forced to go cos my sis needs to do her book reviews...nvm la. its time to get out of the house anyway. sian of lessons and work. stupid.
oh yah! forgot to mention last night's campfire...haha..think it didnt have much impact on me then. it was not bad la..more fun than acs gangshow actually...at least this one got fire...then can dance ard like some idiot...cheer like some idiot....laugh like some idiot. me daph and calista are the rabbit campfire gang..ha...damn lame...private joke...the two girls were damn notti...pushed me to chan wei meng and made me talk to her..to 'entertain' her...idiots lor!! then have to act as if i love talking to her..hahah...then have to smile here smile there [i HATE that]..but i think chan is quite nice la...quite sincere person. ya...so i had to entertain her till she went home...hurhur..damn fun man. as if. other than that....nothing much happened la...just that the acs dance was FUNKY as usual and so they won best item...duh.... terri kenna sabotaged by us..hahaha..too bad. already planned it long ago...hahaha..go terri!! we love you!!! haix. didnt sleep till 1:30am.
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19.3.03
.: is it w.r.o.n.g. to l.o.v.e? :.
the war has begun i think...ya...i should think so...it was abt to start while i was eating breakfast...wad an irony. happily eating breakfast over here and ppl there are abt to lose their lives, not to mention eat.
dunno wad im feeling now. abandoned? mebbe. going campfire tonight liao..hope it'll be fun. FUN. need it so badly.
will be bringing my hp tonight..msg me kiez...argh..btw, i just read my old blog. astonished at the horrible stuff i wrote last time...realli sorry...realli realli sorry...didnt realise that the consequences it'd bring would be that great at that time. think ive hurt you more than u've hurt me sometimes...aiya..me and my selfish desires again. thks for admitting that you knew abt it though...really sorry!!! didnt think it'd be that bad. forgive me?
going to do homework today...try to finish eveyrthing today..sigh..think that's kinda impossible...got lots to do. mebbe finish by tml. must study..to go to nj or hwa chong... studying just ROX man...*pressurised* [btw, is it pressurised or pressurized? nvr seem to get such things correct]
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having slight gastric pains now...and its threatening to hurt more and more each minute. wth. its not anxiety right..why should it be? hmmz..pain. yash is refusing to tell me sth...its becoming a routine..last night someone refused to tell me sth..tonight its the same...y? when it concerns me? guess i should have the right to know right? haix..nvm..but if it hurts, guess i'd rather not know. i love lying to myself. and putting on a brave front..ha~
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feeling so lonely and bored now...wth..*sigh* dunno wad to do...mixed feelings again~
no sch tml. dunno whether that's considered good or bad - still got lots of work to do. argh...ms chia damn nice today though...bought us burgers...hmmz..ya..appreciate her efforts in teaching. devoted.
tml's mgs campfire..all of a sudden campfire's here again. haha. hope they'll go man..hope hope hope. aiyah..so bored la...wonder wad can dispel my boredom...shit
todays chem prac was chaos but super funny. love my bench ppl..haha..they're so cute...think today's prac was one of the worst ever done..but it was fun!
oh man, think im falling alseep in front of the comp.
i cant help it! today's the first day after that one week...doesnt seem to work. dont think it ever will. tried - but obviously nothing came outta it. guess i need more time.
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18.3.03
ello ello...didnt blog ystday...and almost didnt want to blog today cos im SO tired. ystday went for acs gangshow..well..very very fun..hehehex...yupz. too lazy to type in the long story that i have repeated like thrice today? ya..tired. aniwae..am looking forward to mgs campfire this thurs and our sch campfire..but still qutie long way la..hehe. yepx...just signed up for rgs campfire today also...wth..am suddenly so enthu abt going for campfires..hurhur...for a good reason of cos...and just realised that my sis is performing at the campfire..haha! and shes so frustrated cos im going..hahahah..so i can see her perform...aiyo..so sad man....but not that i purposely wanted to go..i didnt even noe shes performing in the first place! hehex. too bad...but with her there, i'll also lose some of my PRIVACY...urgh...nvm...tml gotta go to sch early...argh!! and am damn scared that ms chia will forget abt our lesson and not turn up..and i'll wake up early for nothing..and go to sch so early for nothing..and waste my precious time. need my sleep desperately. just did chem prac....thot it'd be difficult but turned out to be the opposite. kinda freaked out for nth. the sch is piling us up with loads of work and extra lessons..and its driving me nuts...hafnt even done the actual hol hw...[thank goodness there's none for a maths..or else...] cracKinG up soon...i wanna go ice skating...where everything's cool and relaxed.
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You're fun to be with. You're honest, friendly and approachable. But you can be emotional, unpredictable
and moody. You're witty and dislike the unnecessary. You're sensitive and you form impressions carefully.
You love to be alone and tend to brood about the past. You're a homely person and you love to be loved.
But you're easily hurt and you take a long time to recover.
What month should you have been born in?
this quiz was made by Erin
Yikes! quite true isnt it? hmm...too bad, my b'dae isnt in july..
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16.3.03
slacking at home...went jec this morning...ate delifrance. rot. bought a pair of shoes. back in two hours. lunch. did four qns of maths. yash called. shes back from camp...finally. chatted for 1 hour plus? not sure. finished maths. sis hogged comp...waited for bout half hr for it. finally got it. dunno wad to do for the rest of the day..maybe i'll just rot more. ha~ boring sunday afternoon. just ate prawn crackers and my throat is hurting...argh. it's still nice though. ppl just like plunging into things that are only temporarily nice but with hurting and disastrous long-term aftereffects. just like prawn crackers. its nice when u eat it but ur throat hurts after eating too much..."love moderately"..."wisely and slow..they stumble that run fast". EAT moderately? haha. wth. getting crappy. --boredom-- dad bought tiramisu ice cream...think i'll go give it a try later. o ya...there's this butch-looking-girl who works at shop n save...wonder if shes butch..saw her onli once...think that was a month ago...and my sis saw her abt twice...but aniwae my sis said she didnt see her there today...hmmz..mebbe she quit? haha...dunno. was rather fascinated by her working there...dunno y..but ya..i was looking at her..she was quite cool la..her hair...then dunno wad to think also...she just looked kinda weird...mebbe cos she was wearing a skirt? haha..*shrugz*....my sis was so damn proud the first time [and the only time] i saw her...she was like, "i was in her queue the previous time!" oh man..haha..shop n save should employ more of such funky employees...haha~ at least shopping for groceries would be more er, enjoyable interesting?
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